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Frustrated

Trial result wasn't good enough...DUH!!! obviously in NOT GOOD!!! :(
Recently i just find out something.It's a very weird theory....Once i study for exam,the result would never be good.Vice verse,if i never study,result will be out of my expectation.Weird huh?ya...I think it's weird too.This theory was made based on my Trial and GG exam.
There is some mistakes going on...and I don't really know what's my result for my trial exam already...It's so confusing...I was told that I got 2A,2B,4C and 1D as result but I thought and based on the marks on the paper I got back fr teacher I actually got 2A,6C and 1D.grrr.......But oh well,since it's a better result,I'll just accept it then :D

Anyhow,I made myself a countdown board for SPM.There is only 15 days left and guess whoat! History paper will be on the FIRST and SECOND day and all I got in my brain is nothing.Except for the 4 main khalifah and all thinks to CCK for that.Now that I have nobody to depend on on this subject,I don't know how on earth I'm going to score.F.Y.I , I fall asleep on the history notes again last night on Form 4 Chapter 7.Reading history is just a pure torture to me...

It's the 18th of October.Ya,it's nissa darl's birthday :)

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAR!

But for SPM'er,there is only one month to go for the actual exam or what most of them called,DOOMSDAY!I'm not prepared,that's the truth.And what can I do with the truth??? Studying is making me feeling sleepy.All the people around me are all smartasses,that makes me a dumbass U.U argh! *frustrating* As the exam is getting nearer,I realize I come online more often than before.Where is the promise I gave myself for not touching the keyboard until exam is over? :x Hate myself!
oh well,hello to those smart people who now might be studying and cracking everything into their brain.

PHYSIC,
BIOLOGY,
CHEMISTRY,
ADDMATH,
HISTORY!
oh come on! ): and I'm telling you all are missing all the fun of online'ing!

gah!!! I wanna be one of them but it's simply too difficult for me to do things like them.blurgh!Somehow I still can't get it.how can I be so relax? I'm so stress that I don't feel stress for this whole exam thing at all.oh man....what am I???Why can't I fast forward my life like a DVD player and to escape SPM!All I want is to wake up the next morning and find myself looking at the calender which shows me that it's X'mas and there! BAMP!!! I'm out to celebrate with EVERYBODY.I'm dreaming again D:
I shall stop talking to myself like this already.Continuing this will only lead me to gain a mental-disorder problem.so chao!

Funnie Funneh!!

Pictures for my school 2009 Prefect's Feast/Jamuan Pengawas at THE MINES HOTEL .

who love the toilet more than US (nissa,maddie,via and me)

*wink*

Tasha

Maziah and me in the toilet again -.-




in the elevator.

Di sinilah kita menjamu selera.

Random

It's kinda boring this week.... Trials was over but I don't get any of my results yet.ape cikgu buat nie!
Gerak Gempur was alright,though it makes me feel like skipping school all the time which lots of them did... WTH! SPM is not over yet but everybody is skipping school already.
I don't think I did very good la.Most of the paper,esp. Physic I almost throw my one-page-full-handwriting-paper into the dusbin. :X Thank god I realize that and straighten the crumpled paper.Teacher must be feeling so weird.ahahaha.......aidoyh! School was just too boring!
hmm....I used to have so many things to blog on,somehow everything gone now.OKAY! Sylvia call me a bisexual.What is wrong if I like girls better than guys? Girls has nice body,pretty hair,and....Do you get my point? I like guys too.But girls are just much more attractive than guys that's all.ESPECIALLY IN KAJANG! Hopelessly hopeless.No offend yah.

Bad day.

What an awful day!!!!! :(
when you experience that you got an ulcer on ur mouth,and and having a extreme terrible PMS,I seriously advise you to roll up like a prawn!What else I don't get a good night sleep at all last night.I'm like a living dead squid. =.= Hate that when I'm suppose to be sleeping but instead I'm looking at my ceiling with my big bright eyes...Time just goes by so slowly.Every minute was like I'm sailing in the middle of the big wide open sea searching for a dry land to step on.lol.... I don't know what am I talking about anyway.Very emotional now :(
I officially telling you guys that EMBRYS HATE MONDAY,5TH OCTOBER 2009!!!She is so sick now....... *dying*
Good night.

Pictures say it all....

Oh...Oh! Finally this dumb lappie let me upload pictures :D

Madeline's feet... Awesome cheerleader -.-

Me :D

and me again....
sayang and me :p

Dinner

lol! This is the 3rd post for today :p
well....I have nothing to do,so I'm here to crap.
Alright,I made quite good dish for dinner today.As the first time for me to do dinner,I think it's consider as EXCELLENT.Not that I want to praise myself but they really taste very good.What is on the menu?haha....Peanut butter chicken with lemon,prawn,and pumpkin soup.That was a very satisfying dinner,though.There are picture of those dishes that I snap right after it's up from the saucepan.But,well...I got problem with my laptop.Can't upload till it's recover.

Well,I wanted to post up all the pictures that I took on 24th.But then,I don't know what is the problem with this laptop I'm using...Anyway,definately will upload it up here by hook or by crook.Will see!!!!

what is wrong!

WHY CAN'T I UPLOAD PICTURES ON BLOG!!!!! DAMNIT!!!!! I'M GETTING SO PISSED HERE...